I remember a time when each day I would look forward to coming home and describing for the world my own view of how the events unfolded in the twenty four hours past. And I remember it being something that I really had a good time doing because I always felt like the stories I had were awesome.

I also remember a sometime later when I realized my stories weren't as awesome as previously believed. I was more concious of the reader. Entertaining somehow. Making the audience laugh. For a while, I would sit in front of the computer, logged in to blogger staring, trying to force something good. Be it something clever, something profound, something.... something.

I remember making a promise to start posting regularly again, and not keeping it.

I remember later making a promise to start posting regularly again, and not keeping it.


Seems I have that memory a bunch of times. Ha.
Well... somethings have changed, some haven't. Life? Has definately changed. I know better than to make a promisee to post regularly anymore, as I am sure you know better than to accept a promise of such. However, I will say this: I've been craving it. And not necessarily for me to read, but not necessarily for you to read... just to write. I am still just as aware of the readership now, but not nearly as concerned about what is thought of it. Looking back, I think my stories are awesome again. Not necessarily because they all were, but because I thought that they all were, and that's good enough for me.

I've come to realize that a riveting story isn't necessary for writing to being worth being painted across across this pixelated canvas of the world wide web. I'm more interested in just being back and active again. Come on admit it... you missed the crap outta me.


I've been craving a major change in my life, other than moving. Any suggestions?

I just don't know if I will ever grow out of video games. They're just too cool to tire of. My mom thought I would have grown out of them years ago... I remember buying an PS2 when it was brand new and my mom thinking I was too old for gaming. Crazy crazy lady. I've even been contemplating game design for a choice of study.

What will be ultimate is when I have my own house and a big backyard, I'll build a ramada with electric and I'll put a surround sound setup out there and play my video games in the outside. Because being in the out is way better than being in the in. Way better.

And for your daily dose of random, if you live in Tucson, don't work in Phoenix. But more importantly, don't live in Phoenix. Comprende? Siiiiiiiiiii...